Bulletproof

This time maybe I'll be bulletproof
When someone gets me down and I can't wake up from the nightmare of my life, when people hate me, when life is shit, when I feel like I have no friends, etc etc etc etc
fuck

Howdy do

Hello. I dunno what to write really. Oh well. xxx

Doctor Who

It makes you feel sad... it's happy, for deep people.

- Sally Sparrow (Doctor Who (Blink))

Here For A Moment

Nobody notices when we leave. I mean, the moment when we really chose to go. At best you might feel a whisper - or, the wave of a whisper... undulating down.
I was here for a moment. And then I was gone. I wish you all a long, and happy life.

- Susie Salmon (the Lovely Bones)

This applies to Lira, too. :'( sometimes I really miss her.

I Tried To Save You

I tried to save you from doing the stupid things, but you did them anyway. What the fuck was wrong with you? Do you have a problem?

Bitch. Even though you're dead, and I feel so mean doing this. But anyway.

Bitch.

All We Know of Heaven

Pearly gates
God and white frost
Angels, no demons
Happily ever after
This is all we know of heaven

Popular girls
Bullying, being blamed
People trying to make us angry
Bitches and queens
This is all we need of hell

I am unwritten, can't read my mind, I'm undefined
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwrittenStaring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten